I'm just gonna go ahead and say it...

My life is crap this few days...
making wrong decisions DAILY...

5 months to go...

Don't know since when i stop updating this blog,
i know my chatbox is full of crap right now...

I missed tonight's parade,
i don't blame anyone though,
i already knew its going to happen,no regrets
but i still wish i did go.
Insted i went to the choir masterclass,
quite an interesting teacher,had fun,laugh alot,no regrets too.

Tomorrow going to Mrs Agnes farewell party,
no idea whats going to happen,all the best.
Then after that.............ITS HOMEWORK...

So 5 months to go,but then i dont want it to end so fast,
so its a bitter sweet feeling,
hope everything turns out great.

PEACE OUT!

Told myself this would happen.

I seriously dont want to,
but i did in the end,
now caught in this crap,
don't know who to trust.
God help me,i give up=.=''

Vanity Of Vanities

I finally know what King Solomon meant=.=''

Band Orientation Camp

A morning of stress and tiredness,
running here and there,carrying this and that.
But i kinda like it,it's really fun setting up the games with the others.

While being station master wasn't all that great,
honestly i would prefer playing,but i'm not complaining,
it still feels great being able to make others get wet.

I'm not sure how the games went,
alot of people told me the game was great,
really happy to hear that.
After everything,the clean up was fun too lol,
i actually became more dirty while doing that,
tomorrow going to continue the clean up.

Really hope next time could do something like this too.

The Big Day

Had lunch at Mega Hotel,
after that was the fun part,
played many games with my friends at the lobby.
Really fun...there is some pictures on my facebook.

After reaching home saw a big banner with balloons everywhere.
We all hid while Al propose to my sister.
A remote control car brought the ring.
Then we jump out with those firecrackers stick thing.
Words can describe that moment.
Then we had BBQ and turkey.
And then popped all the balloons.
Really really really was a fun day.

*BEEP* YOU!

Disappointed??!!FOR WHAT??
Your so called ''kids'' are the most annoying of all,
yet do don't even dare scolding them.
Just started??fine...
I give you one year to change my mind and prove me wrong.
I'm pretty piss off right now by what you said.

BWAAAAAH!

Its now week 3,
totally regret going to A class,
but i guess it ain't bad...comfusing right?
Today after the chinese calligraphy thing,
went back to the class,everybody was sitting
in a big circle and one guy in the middle.
They were all doing the same action
(Both hands together,like fish swimming)
Really weird when i saw it,later then know they playing
follow the leader.Also played many other games,really fun.
Almost everybody in the class played.
When teacher saw us in a circle,
he thought we were having a meeting lol.


Yesterday night didnt have any homework(FINALLY)
Home alone,nothing to do.So took my sis's violin,
wanted to tried it.Tunning it was really scary and took forever.
Cause i got no idea how,can say i finish tunning it by luck.
Mostly guessing what that do,what this do.
I thought i was as simply as tunning a guitar...WRONG!
Can play some of the scales now,
because learning by myself,so those technique things...=.=''
you know what i mean.
But quite proud of myself XD
could play quite a lot of songs,not perfect la.
Will continue practicing.

LOL

Suddenly want to go practice Tae kwon Do=.=''
Miss the feeling of sparring.
Maybe i'll go after exam lol.

Today was the swimming competition,
really had fun,and i'm pretty sure i caught a cold,
Wind+Rain+shirtless=of course

Monday is the closing ceremony,
i was right,happy at the same time sad.
Going to miss ''jio'' the juniors.

Now about PMR,6A ain't much eh....eeeeeh=.=''
Actually really got no idea what aim i should have,
not sure what subject i could get A.
Really didn't want any reward if i COULD get it...
Sis said go Singapore Universal Studio is 6A,
go Australia if 8A...!@#$
sooooo...ok what ever,just want good result.

Week One.

First day got into class,
later found out i could go to 3A(Optional)
When i went into 3A,everybody clapping XD
Won't say that i was happy to change class,
actually both class the same thing,
only difference is more friends
so just that...Still wondering if i've made the right choice.

Thursday was the orientation,
having mix emotion,
the water games was nice,
only the clue problem thingy,
which i didn't care much,
but my group leader tend to overreact...alot
Had fun on the sliding on the floor game thing.
Which by the way was the most dangerous,
many people hit their head HARD.
But only me and Yea Enn(hit her head) were ''Highing''
did manage to make some of the juniors play.
The only thing i hope is that juniors could be more active,
but not too much=.=''
In the end Aaron look pretty mad,
no idea whats that about,guess i'll find out tomorrow.

The band presentation went fine,
my performance wasn't all that good but ok lah.

Now just want to end the orientation,
cause i really want to study T.T
This few days not in class at all,barely catching up.
Though i am looking foward to band's orientation camp XD

So thats that.

2010...C'ya Gonna Miss You

2010 one of the most ''rollercoaster ride'' kind of year so far.
Been through so much.
Some super happy.
Some super sad.

The one i remeber most,and hope i will remember forever
is on June 30.AKA Natcomp.
The date crash with my trip to Hong Kong for my sis's graduation.
For some unknown reason...everything worked out fine.
Thank you God for listening to my prayer.

The start of the year i was in F2A.
Didn't know why but last time hated it.
Keep saying wanted to change.
But now seeing it,its the only class i want to be in school.
Met lots of wonderful friends.

Last night was the countdown camp.
Didnt have much sleep,
cause sleeping in a extremely thin little sleeping bag.
No pillow,same like sleeping with nothing on the floor.
about 4 hours of sleep.This morning not much energy,
but still went to school.
Half regretted half not.


2011 its going to be hell,
(Things to do)
-PMR and UEC not hoping for much.
-Improve on bass guitar.
-Going to stop piano,hope it dosen't drop
cause next year taking grade 8.

Thank God for the wonderful year.
Wish this year could be the same.

It's Complicated

Just found out which class I'm in.
F3C,not upset,just confused.
Obviously they suck at doing that.
Too complicated to tell here.
Bottom line is...
Tomorrow(Hopefully)me and my mom
go to school and try to fix it=.=''

Dear God help me.

First Christmas Away From Home

5 days in KL,live in 3 different places.

First is Marriot Hotel,
belive it or not,the only reason staying there
is because my dad bought wrong coupons.
Didn't wanted to waste it so you get the idea.
During the buffet tried fresh uncooked oyster,
YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKK!
Tears came out of my eyes,FOR REAL!
Spend most of the time just talking at the bar,
drink tequila sunrise...SUCK!It was like drinking
cherry water=.=''

Second is Boulevard Hotel beside Mid Valley,
always stay there so nothing special.
The decoration in Mid Valley was nice.
BOUGHT A BASS GUITAR THERE!
My dream guitar,a Jazz Fender Bass T.T
SO HAPPY!

Third place was in my sis's apartment,
Started to get sick=.=''
Ate panadol,drink alcahol...
Some kind of fruit punch with alot of vodka,wiskey,bicardi and stuff
The fruits actually soaked the alcohol,when you ate it,
it was like......don't know how to describe.=.=''
Then tried 7-up with bicardi...heaven ~.~
Don't know what happened but i lost my voice.
Around 1 o'clock it was time to open some present.
I had alot of presents XD
I got shirts,shoes,board games and a STAND!!!
Just what i needed haha.
After that had ''Dinner'' at 3 o'clock lol
Turkey was nice,but the best was the baked potatoes
SO GOOD ~.~

Only bad thing that happened was flight cancelled=.=''
i don't even really want to talk about it,its damn stupid...

Christmas Performance

Finally finish the christmas performance,
now looking forward to go KL,
and buy something XD
and the turkey.....turkeeeeeeeey

WOOT!

Sister downloaded PPS,
LOVE IT!!!!
Watching ''How I Met Your Mother'' everyday,
going back to watch.
Peace Out!

Weird=.=''

Went to Miri's fun fair
SUCK!
only like the rocket turning 360 really fast thing,XD
(BTW the seat belt is just for show...if you know what i mean=.='')
also watch skyline
THE WORST MOVIE OF MY LIFE!
Only like the part went suddenly somebody dies,
very shocking.

Then last night had a dream,weird one
I was in a war,in some kind of parking building.
There were nukes everywhere,
then suddenly massive amount of enemy soldiers
came running towards me and my ''Captain''
I was shouting to the captain,PERMISSION TO NUKE THEM!!!
After alot of hesitation,my captain agree,and BOOOOM!
Later,i took a helicopter ride to my school's canteen,
saw the canteen's boss.
Then i walk a few step i was in a shipping dock,
desperately searching for a ride home.Nobody wanted to help me.
I found a few of my church's people(other branch,not riam=.='')
We walk back home together,behind us was annoying ''aunties''
During the walk i could become invisible for a few seconds,
and every time when i did that,those aunties would say
WOW LOOK AT THAT!!WAAAAHHH!!
while walking up a step hill,very tired
suddenly sis woke me up=.=''
end of story,quite stupid and useless.


During piano practice,was super excited,
practicing a very nice song,playing nocturne,around grade 7 to 8
then suddenly teacher told me,
don't use that book anymore,use new book T.T
The new song below grade 3??=.=''
but i won't say it was easy,some parts was hard as hell.
she taught me some ''how to play fast'' tips.
Then MOCS practice....hell=.=''
the solo,hate it very much,
it is in the worst possible note for me,
high E,HATE IT,to make it worst,
everybody is quiet that time,and the last part still cant catch the time.

After practice,went to coco's for dinner,
had dinner with my dad's ping pong friends.
all of my old friends gone,except one...guess my secret is out=.=''
I was drinking Magarita,eating sushi,listening to Ave Maria.

One dream came true

Just now went to learn bass guitar for the first time.
Now,if all goes well=.=''
going to buy a bass guitar around Christmas when i'm in KL.

I'M BACK!

Just back from Sibu,the ride was terrible,
Going was easy,sleep all the way there.
Coming back,didn't get any sleep at all.

Picture of the church




The camp was more towards being a missionaries.
So everyday eat,listen,eat,listen.
So parts were hell,very tired,wanted to sleep,but didn't dare
in fact everybody was tired,can see many people ''fishing''
The story those missionaries told,some are funny,some are touching.

One of them said:
What job could be better than helping others soul.

And I bought something new XD

Holidays

Holidays are here,no expecting much.
Off to camp tomorrow,(illegally,suppose to be above 16 XD)
Just now went to Da Qiang,was impressed,
bought lots of food to last in my holidays=.=''
Lots of stuff that my family used to buy from Brunei,
now it can be bought there.Like paul's and RUFFLES!!!!


Yesterday had a funny talk with my piano teacher,
Teacher:You want to take piano exams?
Me:When is the next exams?
T:Next year,grade 7 is November,grade 8 December.
M:Ummm...then take grade 7 lah.
T:Hmmm...then for what i order those books for you,
You should just buy the exams book straight.
M:okk...=.=''
T:Wait...next year you form three right?better don't take.
M:okk...=.=''
T:Form 4 take grade 8 straight lah.
M:okk...=.=''

The performances later that night,was damn tired.
Played song for 2 hours.My back and neck was killing me.
Sad that i miss mocs practice...T.T only a few days left...

Friday coming back,peace out.

HELL

17 million different types of guns in the game!!!!
HOW COULD YOU NOT LIKE IT!!!
now my computer is dead,WHAT NOW!!!
Tomorrow getting results DAMN!!!!!!!